February 2012
5 posts
WatchLol I’m a shit.
Rip Marie Colvin #syrianslaughter
“Destiny was never up to me, it’s not my fault.”
– Ben Lee
January 2012
1 post
Tired. Ill. Depressed.
November 2011
1 post
messed up
September 2011
7 posts
Pain.
When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you’re trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest, if you must, but do not quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
...
Thanks for the messages guys. I never knew anyone actually read my blog :)
Love is not like anything
ESPECIALLY A FUCKING KNIFE!
I built my life around you.
The light has left my life
…I feel so lost.
August 2011
2 posts
I’m so lost without you. I will always love and miss you.
So it’s over between Paul and me. I never cheated on him and so feel betrayed. But what can I say? I have to move on with my life. I can’t dwell on things. I’ve been feel extremely down recently and Paul acted very blasé towards it. ‘I don’t want a clinically depressed boyfriend’ or words to that affect. I still love him of course and probably always will, but...
July 2011
6 posts
I need a holiday.
Again.
Not sure I understand this road I've been given.
Robbie Williams.
So here I am sat at the Gare. Its really peaceful and all I can hear is the wind and the water lapping up against the edge of the rocks.
I came here to think, pretty much about everything. However I dunno where to start?
I guess I’m just looking for clarity.
I’m on the outside of the inside of the place I wanna be.
How can I be honest with myself if I don’t understand the way that I’m feeling?
June 2011
4 posts
30 mins till freedom
Sat in my exam, bored and finished early.Why would someone lie about their age, especially to the point of just being one year out? I mean - is there any point? Hmmmmm.
And it’s none or my business, I got a weakness, can I beat this?
Either everything is extremely wrong, or it’s just the way it’s supposed to be.
Smoking a joint in the middle of the day. It’s my day off, why the fuck not?
May 2011
2 posts
Gill's Funeral
Its today and suffice to say I’ll be glad when it’s over as it will allow people to move on. RIP Gillian Douglas you were a good friend and a diamond to my dad. I’ll see you again.
I was hammered last night.
And also stoned.
April 2011
1 post
I'm so bored
….and tired!
March 2011
1 post
I'm so tired of having little or no money.
Not to mention I’ve got loads of uni work to do!
February 2011
1 post
November 2010
10 posts
Nick Clegg is a liar
I can't let you, let me down again.
I FEEL LIKE SHIT.
Fuck me I'm bored
September 2010
1 post
August 2010
4 posts
There’s simply nothing to do. Everyone’s busy. It’s raining…or was, it’s still wet. Paul’s at work, Elly’s going to that bitch Sarah’s house for a ‘girlie sleepover’, I can see Elly enjoying that.
As far as I’m concerned, to me, this day was pointless and it may as well not have existed. I’m not being ungrateful…I just...
Hungover
This is terrible. Why do I drink vodka? I always ask myself this, but never seem to take it on board. Is it even worth it?
March 2010
2 posts
I love you
….so much.
February 2010
7 posts
