So it’s over between Paul and me. I never cheated on him and so feel betrayed. But what can I say? I have to move on with my life. I can’t dwell on things. I’ve been feel extremely down recently and Paul acted very blasé towards it. ‘I don’t want a clinically depressed boyfriend’ or words to that affect. I still love him of course and probably always will, but in the words of Marilyn Monroe, ‘if you can’t handle me at my worst then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best’. I’ll find someone who is prepared to try to understand me and someone who doesn’t just give up when things get shitty.
